20th JAN- Our love Anniversary date

             20th JAN- Our love Anniversary date

As I have said n my previous post that we have met around JAN -2009,online on gtalk,it was started some days before to 20th JAN,09. Then she blocked me then unblock then I sent some mails to her about some general information with the intention that I am alive. She also mailed me about some general knowlede but as you know there shud be some 'BAHANA' it was also with the intension that I am still alive,after one week around she unblock me, we saw each other online in gmail, 


ANGEL: Assalamoalekum, 
THE COMPANION: wassalam,
ANGEL:where were u since many time,
THE COMPANION: yup I was busy,
ANGEL:  I missed u lot,
THE COMPANION: Y?
ANGEL: Jst dnt know
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after we got involved in love of each other, we decided wht date shud we fix for our first meeting,or contact with love in heart,so we talked tht we exchanged some mail and chat, but love or attachment which we felt it was around 20th JAN-2010 so we fix it as our anniversary of love,


Today also same date but SHE is not with me,she left me, Left me alone in this dark world.
she was my light thorough which I used to see the world, 
she was my atmosphere thorough which i used to take breath,
she was my blood which runs in my wholebody,
she was my brain i used to think with it,
she was my pride,


Now she is no there, think what  I AM right now,

A big NOTHING.


Oh Lord, bring her to me, she is my life ,
Oh Lord,make my anniversary wonderfull,
Oh Lord,erase misconception which she had for me
Oh Lord,show her real path,make her understand who is right,
Oh Lord,make her understand who does true love and can stand with it,
Oh Lord, make her understand about my true love,
Oh Lord, reveal truth on her, which somebody presented her into wrong side and she left me


Oh Lord, I cant live without her bring her bring her bring her