Nothing to say

These were some moments........

When I hugged u first time I was at heaven

Unsaid Emotions

                                                                      Complete surrender

Was I the GAME which u played with me....

Song of My destroyed Life

Wo Lamhe, wo baatein,

Koi na jaane,

Thi kaisi raatein,

Hooo, barsaatein,

Wo bheegi bheegi yaadein,

Wo bheegi bheegi yaadein...

Na main jaanoun,

Na tu jaane,

(aaah)

Kaisa hai ye mausam,

Koi na jaane,

Kahi se hai fizaa aayi,

Ghamon ki dhoop sang laayi,

Khafaa hogaye hum,

Judaa hogaye hum,

Wo Lamhe, wo baatein,

Koi na jaane,

Thi kaisi raatein,

Hooo, barsaatein,

Wo bheegi bheegi yaadein,

Wo bheegi bheegi yaadein...

(hoooo...)

Saagar ki, 

Gehraayi se,

Gehra hai, 

Apna pyaar,

Sehraoun ki,

In hawaon me,

Kaise aayeee-gi bahaar,

Kahan se ye hawa aayi,

Ghataayen kaali kyoun chhaayi,

Khafaa hogaye hum,

Judaa hogaye hum,

Wo Lamhe, wo baatein,

Koi na jaane,

Thi kaisi raatein,

Hooo, barsaatein,

Wo bheegi bheegi yaadein,

Wo bheegi bheegi yaadein...

Happy but crying

Other side of coin




Lonely and hurt,
Broken I remain
Residing in hell,
living in pain...

Masked by lies,
I slowly fade away...
The nightmare I live with,
each and every day

The meaning of it all,
to which my mind attends,
Has not one answer
that I fully comprehend...

The bottom of my mind
holds the answers which I call,
I keep reaching towards it
in this never-ending fall...

"Stay strong and keep going,
it's never too late"...
No one seems to realize
that it's not worth the wait

There's no such thing
as help outside of your mind,
It's you against yourself,
with your demons intertwined

It's a battle, hard fought,
but never to be won...
Either way you end up losing
when it's all said and done

"Too late" came and passed...
and, of me, nothing more
I wrote my own ending,
and I shut my own door...

"Live your life to its fullest"
that's what they all said,
But what's the point in trying
when you're already dead?

alfaaz-e-gham

she again left me

Abhi tak nhi samjh paaya usse,

taaarekh dohrahi he wahi kuch,

jiski shikayat thi kabhi mujh se,

aaj saath horaha he uske wahi kuch,

kabhi is taraf kabhi us taraf kabhi dono paav kashti me ,

 kabhi kisi or ki tamanna kbhi khudgrzi kabhi kuch,

takleef,aazmaish,museebat sab kuch uthaai jiske liye,

jhhot jhhot uski zaban par zehan me bhi wahi kuch,

istamal hota raha pyaar karta raha rota raha,

tadapta raha gam hi gam mile or nahi kuch,

khush dekh raha thha ussse kisi or k saath

ab owh khel bhi na raha baaki kuch,

ummid hi naa thhi k taqdeer aisa bhi khel khelegi,

k jis par bharosa thha dukh sukh ka zakhmi karege wahi kuch